If you’ve ever been told, “We didn’t know you wanted that,”
there may be more ownership in that moment than we like to admit.
And I say that having lived it.
I spent years being the person who built things.
Systems.
Teams.
Rhythm.
Belief.
I poured myself into every room I entered.
I gave it everything I had.
And I assumed —
because the work was visible —
that my ambition was too.
It wasn’t.
And when a leadership opportunity opened
and they brought in someone from the outside…
someone who hadn’t built what I built
or carried what I carried…
I was hurt.
I was angry.
I felt overlooked.
I remember sitting in that conversation trying to keep my face still.
Trying to look composed while something in me was cracking.
Because I had mistaken being indispensable
for being understood.
And those are not the same thing.
Then I heard the words that changed everything for me:
“We didn’t know you were interested.
We didn’t know how passionate you were about leading.”
And I had to sit with that.
Because as much as I wanted to place that fully on them…
I couldn’t.
Not entirely.
Because here’s what I know now:
Clarity is not someone else’s job.
People are not mind readers.
Most people are not plotting against you.
They’re operating from assumptions
you never interrupted.
And if we don’t tell people where we’re going,
many of them will simply move
within the flow we created.
That’s not betrayal.
That’s human nature.
The real question is —
what are we doing to make sure
the people around us
can’t claim they didn’t know?
Because here’s what I started doing differently.
I stopped assuming visibility was enough.
I started telling my leaders directly —
not as a demand,
not as an ultimatum —
but as clarity.
This is where I’m headed.
This is what I’m building toward.
This is how I’d value your support.
And I didn’t just tell one person.
I made sure multiple people across the organization
understood my goals.
Because I was taking
“we didn’t know”
completely off the table.
And something shifted.
Not overnight.
Not perfectly.
But the conversations changed.
The opportunities changed.
The way I moved through rooms changed.
Because I wasn’t waiting anymore.
I was leading from the front —
starting with myself.
And this is something WE have to talk about.
Especially as women.
Because too often we hold things in.
We watch.
We wait.
We hope someone notices.
We give everything we have
and assume that should be enough.
And then one day —
we’ve held it so long
that when it finally comes out,
it doesn’t come out as a conversation.
It comes out as an eruption.
And then we get labeled emotional.
Difficult.
Too much.
But here’s the truth —
It was never about being too much.
It was about waiting too long.
When you set boundaries early,
when you create clarity upfront,
when you let people know where you stand
before you’ve been pushed to the edge —
it doesn’t read as emotional.
It reads as leadership.
And when you have to revisit it?
It’s not an outburst.
It’s follow-up.
That’s the shift.
And if I’m honest —
that shift changed more than my career.
It changed how I trusted myself.
And I’d be lying if I didn’t say
God had a hand in that too.
Because some of what I once called rejection
was really redirection.
Some of what I thought was being overlooked
was preparation.
And some doors that did not open —
thank God.
Because they were never mine.
That perspective gave me peace.
And peace gives you a different posture.
You stop begging to be seen.
You start moving with clarity.
That’s what I want for my daughter too.
Not a little girl who holds everything in
until she breaks.
But a woman who speaks clearly,
early,
and without apology —
so that follow-up is never confused
with falling apart.
Your clarity is not aggression.
Your boundaries are not demands.
Your advocacy is not attitude.
It’s leadership.
Own it like it is.
That’s part of my Herformation.
Where have you been waiting to be noticed
instead of making yourself known?